Thursday, June 18, 2009

my sweet sister, Have you forgetten me? I haven't heard from you in a long while. I write and write and you never seem to respond. I miss you and our laundry room chats. It seems like you have been goon forever. Write me .

Sunday, April 19, 2009

April 19 2009

Well here is a new one for you Lee, I miss you. Really bad. I love you and miss you. Hurry up and get out. Love jennifer

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

march 18-09

Leann,
well i found out that you went to get your eyes checked and Kellyn and the baby came to see you. You also used the cell phone and called Bryan, I got not a thing not a word from you. Fuck you. I wish i were not your sister. I wish I didn't even know you. I got a letter about a week later asking for money. that's it money that's all you ever want out of me. Never to just be my sister, just what i can do for you. Fuck you. jennifer

Monday, March 9, 2009

march 9-09

Today is your childs birthday. she is 19. You are going to miss it. But you did it. all your fault. I refuse to feel sorry for you. You never once thought of anyone but you and I will not think of you.

Friday, February 27, 2009

Feb.27,09

Leann
I got a letter from you today. You said hi, bring me money, my jacket, stamps. You know i was sucked in again to the bullshit. I really don't know why i keep letting it happen. I get so mad at myself. I called Christy to give her your address, only to find out you used your 1 and only call to call her. She said you tried to call me but i have caller id and you didn't. I call kellyn to give her your address only to find out bryan gave it to her. You wrote him first. whatever. You know that PJ is going to take Damon if you stay with Bryan yet Bryan is more important.

later jennifer

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

feb.25,09

Leann,
well you have been moved to the rehab now. I guess you are happy. I am to. Now i have a whole month that i don't have to talk to you. I realize that that sounds mean but it is really not. We need a break from each other. We need to learn how to live again.
I have been reading alot and have figured out that I think like an addict still. How crazy right, i have been clean for 18 years but i still have an addict thought process. I guess i am what is called a dry drunk. good luck leann You give it your best and so will i.
Jennifer

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

feb. 24,09

Leann,
You keep calling. Listen I can not make them move you. I can't not fix it for you. I am powerless over other people. You have to just deal. This is what happens when you put your self in these places. You bought the drugs and now you have lost all control over your life. The courts and your probation officer are now in control. There is nothing You, me, or anyone else can do about it now. I got you out of trouble once before remember. I have called in my favors and you shit on it. I can't help. sorry. I did get your pay check and i did pay two months on your storage. That is about all i can do for you now.