Feb. 14,09

LeAnn,
Happy Valentine's day. Well I called Bryan and let him know what I think. To be honest, I only did it to make myself feel better.
Do you realize you didn't tell Scott bye.You never even told him you were going to rehab.
FYI I saw what you took from your pocket in the car on the way to jail.. I am telling you this so you know you didn't get one over own me. I am not stupid. I know there is way more than you let on.
You need to look at yourself while you are there and be honest. Your addiction has hurt more people than you realize. I hurt far more than you realize. We all are. Scott, Misty,Madison, Mallory, me, Jerry, Trenton, Lilly,Emily, Kellyn, Kayson, and Damon. You have been pissed that it was all happening to you. You said it wasn't fair. Every time I wanted to yell, You did this.It is all You.I hope you realize that now. You can't change what you don't acknowledge. It is happening because of the choices you have made.
Yes you were abused. We all were in different ways. I am not saying Get over it. I am saying do the work so you can heal.. Don''t mask it, feel it and deal with it. You have people who need you. It is not all you anymore.