Leann
Well I took your bag to the rehab center. It seemed like an ok place really. Of course I am not the one who will be locked up there. Then agian I didn't buy drugs and get arrested. See how that works. I get to do what I want to because I did not break the law. You have to be locked away for a long time because you did.
Did you know that I now have ulcers. Of course you didn't know that you never ask how I am. Well today's letter I will tell you how I am. I have ulcers. My stomach burns. I am pissed. That's right I am pissed off at you and me. I can not believe that You used me like you did and I let you. You still try it. I am not going to let you anymore. Maybe you will be pissed for awhile. Maybe our relationship will come to an end for now. Maybe that is what needs to happen. I am also hurt deeply. I don''t want to lose you but I can not deal with this stress anymore. It is your addiction, you have to deal with it. The stress is really killing me. You know what else i feel, guilt. I am trying to heal myself and grow as a person and I feel guilty about it. I guess those are feeling I have to figure out what to do with.
Good luck Leann, I hope they break you down and built you up so you can be that girl I knew along time ago.
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