Monday, February 16, 2009

feb. 15,09

LeAnn,
Oh my God, I just realized what a dumb ass i am. I felt responsible for the entire world and refused to take responsibility for my life. I gave until I felt angry, exhausted,and emptied. I have obsessed with you. I feel rage, bitterness, fear,hatred,depression, helplessness, despair and mostly guilt. I blamed you.
I have shared the same awful story with you. So has Scott. We were all there. We all know. We have dealt with it different. Somewhere along the line i left myself. I am going back to get me now. It is time. I am giving you back your problems and I am taking control of my. You have to heal and so have I. Good Luck. I will keep you updated on my search for myself. I love you Leann. I want for you to heal and have the life you deserve.

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